If I had to describe our class in a single word, it would be fast. Never before have I been involved in a class that moved so quickly and required me to be constantly working and creating. As Trisha reminded us time and time again, this class was all about learning a new language. Sometimes, these languages were easy for me to learn. Other times, I felt extremely lost in the attempted translation. And as much as this class stressed me out sometimes, I truly enjoyed it and I learned a lot.
Throughout my college career, I’ve always been in classes that I was comfortable with – classes that were easy for me to follow. This class challenged this trend, however. At times, I felt completely baffled by the new software we were learning to use. There were nights of troubleshooting. I spent hours figuring out how to navigate Adobe Premiere Pro before I could even consider making my actual video project. But these days of learning the new language of digital media provided me with a skill I hadn’t mastered before – the ability to accept and adapt to my own failure.
In this class, I learned how to move forward from failure and create something new. When generating new ideas for projects, my mind often came up with ideas that were too advanced for my own digital media skills. Unlike DJ Spooky, who said, “I can’t think of a sound I haven’t heard or that I couldn’t make,” I found that there were many things that I did not have the skills to create. For example, when I originally approached the video portrait project, I wanted to make my video look like a historical documentary. I sound found, however, that I didn’t have the media skills to achieve this. I had to remodel my project and settle on a concept that was a little bit different. Of course, practice makes perfect and I found that I was able to work faster and more effectively as time passed. For me, creating digital media was very much like learning a new language. Going forward in the creation of media and other aspects of my life, I will not be afraid to fail. Better to try, fail, and move forward than to do nothing at all.
Another important skill I learned in this class was how to archive effectively. This includes deciding what to archive and what to leave up to our own memories. When archiving moments this semester, I often found that I preferred my memories to the actually documented evidence. When I went home to take pictures of my dad for my photo essay, I remember the experience and feelings differently than the pictures look. I remember feeling very close to my dad at that time, but the photos don’t convey this feeling quite as well as my own memory. During our class discussions, we talked a lot about the importance of archiving and digital capabilities, but our discussions about leaving technology behind always struck me the most. Technology is important, but it is very important to remember that is can’t quite capture everything – at least not yet.
In my future with digital media, I want to continue to explore different methods of archiving and types of software. I’ve always relied on the written word to convey what I’m thinking or feeling. I’m not great at verbally articulating what I’m thinking and I’m not an artist (at least not in the traditional sense of the word). However, digital media has provided me with a new outlet for my thoughts and ideas. The images of a photo essay or video can be much more powerful than a traditional essay. I will definitely carry this idea with me as I move to my future classes and endeavors. I’m excited to take my new digital media skills beyond this class.